Wednesday, April 21, 2010

I Don't Know What the Title Should Be

I am in the mood to blog, but I am not sure what... well how to say it all. I am also procrastinating. I should be studying ASL, but nope. Not feeling it.

This week, well last couple of weeks, have been pretty challenging. I am not all that upset about it though because I have found so much comfort in His Word. He has given me so much joy in the midst of all of these worldly troubles. I am so so amazed, blessed, in awe, and thankful that the Word is living and moving! I am reading through Romans again, and it has been truly fantastic! Well, duh. It's Romans.
*Likewise the Spirit helps us in our weakness. For we do not know what to pray for as we ought, but the Spirit himself intercedes for us with groanings too deep for words. And he who searches hearts knows what is the mind of the Spirit, because the Spirit intercedes for the saints according to the will of God. And we know that for those who love God all things work together for good, for those who are called according to his purpose. Romans 8:26-28

I have so many favorite parts in those verses:
"and he who searched hearts"- Amen! Our Father is so good and unbelievable. I am so not worthy of his grace and love, yet he searches MY heart. I know all of these things are like, duh, but they are also so profound!
"The Spirit himself intercedes for us with GROANINGS TOO DEEP FOR WORDS"- Love, love, love that!

Okay, well here is some big news: I am still $2000 short. I was not able to make my final deadline, but iGO is so awesome, that they let me move that back. So yep. Wow.
I am so blessed to have made all of my deadlines up until this one. Thank you guys so much for all of your support! It is truly a blessing! Now, I am really trying to put ALL of my trust in Father that He will bring in the rest. I know that He has called me and is just, so He is not about to just be like, "well I have taken her this far, and now she's done." To be honest, that is my biggest fear even though I know that's not what He is doing. Japan is on my mind and heart just about every minute of every day. I want to be there so badly! I so badly want to be there serving and growing with my team. I know that I am so not worthy of this call, but I know that He has called. I just have to trust and know completely that He will provide. I am nervous though. Please pray with me about that! Pray that He puts that on people's hearts to give. Please pray for the rest of my team and their financial goals and their preparation for this summer. It is coming up fast!! Only about a month left. Wow!

I have found a lot of comfort in this verse that Father showed to me the other day.
Rejoice in hope, be patient in tribulation, be constant in prayer! Romans 12:12

I love you all! Thank you for your support.
-Cara

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